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January 14th, 2006

05:21 pm
hey every "one" (actually hey the ppl. wh0 really read this shit) anyways...humm it's been really l0ng time huh!?!?
the last time I wr0te s0mething was... hummm.... when I was still trying t0 be with mexx s0 it was a l0ng time ag0
Oh! n0 actually was when I was in Canada... I miss it s0o much I remember things where really c0ol...I mean
Everything about it was the best shit...but I came d0wnt0wn again and it c0mpletely sucked
Things where really g0od right n0w...this cuple of days me and my dad were really cl0se...we laughed
t0gether and at s0me p0int I tought of giving my life f0r him...like n0t the expressi0n I mean it like literally give my lifef0r him..but dunn0 I'm a pers0n wh0 takes all the blame and it makes me sick because everytime I kn0w I
didn't d0 anything wr0ng I always take the blame...I've been cutting myself again I just can't get over it...(obvi0usly
where n0one will n0tice it...s0 if y0u kn0w me and read this PLEASEEEE d0n't g0 and act like y0u're
w0rried and tell me "hey d0nt d0 that shit man!" cuz I'll get really mad and kick y0u fucking ass AND I"M NOT JOKING!!)
my dad wants to put me this fucking psychiatris or I have n0 clue h0w the hell y0u writte it...and it's s0mething
I will t0tally be mad of becuase I hate th0se m0therfuckers they just want m0ney...I remember
when I was with mexx he used t0 tell me my psychologist tell me this and that and I remember I get really mad at that
biatch f0r brainwashing mah ex-b0yfriend...but at s0me p0int that biach was right...I mean maybe I'm crazy and stuff
which I'm n0t! because y0u really kn0w y0urself...but dunn0 f0r m0st of the pe0ple I am.."Oh my fucking l0rd she cuts herself she's
s0 fucking crazy...she's g0ing t0 hell..." I mean YOU PEOPLE SUCK! and I mean it..y0u are pretty pathetic! everyone in this
w0rld is pretty pathetic...well...exept f0r s0me ppl. anyways!...My stepm0m is s0 inmature she's crying right n0w and I bet a kazilli0n d0llars that my dad w0nt talk t0 me and then he's g0ing t0 gr0und me and tell me "it's everything y0ur fault!" and bla bla bla I will get pissed off and cut myself...but it's better being pissed off than on! =]...LOL! ok shut the fuck up laura!
THE POINT IS!!!...I'm n0t g0ing t0 put just sad things...well actually I will...I'm missing this pers0n s0 much (n0 name of c0urse) and
I have n0 idea why...maybe because we used t0 laugh s0o much and he was the first pers0n wh0 really teach me l0ve...n0w seeing him makes me ill and depressed and sad and all the g0ddamn sad w0rds y0u c0uld c0me out f0r...and I really really need an0ther pers0n
like him...I have a crush t0o..he's in sch0ol and in my class, my secti0n...he's pretty c0ol and fun...I've been l0osing weight...again I kn0w...h0w stupid I am...s0rry s0rry s0rry...all I d0 is drink c0ffe and c0ffee and water and candies which cut my starvati0n...dunn0 why maybe because of mrs.sn0white hehehe nah j0king I d0nt d0 drugs anym0re...but anyways g0t2g0 mah dad
is really pissed off...
later
xXx
Current Mood:

WTF!
Current Music: groudation-weak heart

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October 4th, 2005

06:19 pm

g0od news!!!
I FUCKING LOVE MY BOYFRIIIEEEENNNNDDDD he's the shit
he's mah little br0ther, mah b0yfriend, my best friend I had never l0ve a pers0n like this
n0t even my ex...I mean I l0ve him s0 muuuch! he's the best shit g0d had gave me
I l0ve him s0 much!!!!
but I really miss him =[
2 m0nths aways is t0o much f0r me...when I can't breath when he's n0t ar0und!!! =[
NEW PIERCING!!!
YUUUUUUUUUUUUUKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!

Current Mood:

te xtran0 mi am0r!!!
Current Music: b0ys night out-waking

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September 26th, 2005

10:02 pm

damn! it's been a while s0wy f0r n0t writting...
well I'm getting fucking depressed again and all I d0 is listen t0 sad lyrics
dunn0 why...please G0D help me!!!

No me quiero ir de este lugar
Donde los sueños son real
Por la primera vez tengo paz
Y ahora se me escapa
No tengo nada más que hacer
Pero llorar
No tengo nada más que aguantar pero la almohada

Y no quiero morir seguir amando
Y no quiero amar seguir llorando
Y no es posible olvidar tanto
Cuando era tan cerca pero tan lejos

Me mataste el sol
Y destruiste la razón
Cuando creía en el amor
Fue el día cuando salio el sol
Y me divorcie de la oscuridad

Y no quiero morir seguir amando
Y no quiero amar seguir llorando
Y no es posible olvidar tanto
Cuando era tan cerca pero tan lejos
Era tan cerca pero tan lejos

Y no quiero morir seguir amando
Y no quiero amar seguir llorando
Y no es posible olvidar tanto
Cuando era tan cerca pero tan lejos
Era tan cerca pero tan lejos

(PUUUUUUUUUUUUUTAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA)

Este cuerpo que tengo no me sirve de nada
Porque miro al espejo y veo tu alma
Cuando abro la puerta de mi cuarto vacío
Me consume la sombra de tu cariño
Y sufro más de lo que muestro
Ya no duermo, Ya no sueño

Tengo tanto, tanto que olvidar
Tengo tanto, tanto que perdonar
Tengo tanto, tanto que decirte, tanto que decirte
Y no se donde empezar

Cuando fue la promesa la que me dibujaste
Te perdí el respeto no soy la de antes
Y duele más de lo que quiero
Ya no entiendo lo que hoy siento

Tengo tanto, tanto que olvidar
Tengo tanto, tanto que perdonar
Tengo tanto, tanto que decirte
Tanto que decirte y no se donde empezar

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July 28th, 2005

09:39 pm
"It's Not Me It's You"

Ine month thrown away
he was content
To leave that day
Without saying a thing
No reason why
No goodbye
To this day I wonder why
Don't you hate that feeling
When you know something's not right
You can't put a finger on it
But you know someday you might
Well that's the story of my life
With this b0y I thought was true
Now it's running through my head
And I don't know what to do
Its not me it's you
Its all your fault
I'm the one who got screwed as a result
Tonight your with her
And I'm all alone
All by myself
Once my b0y had told me
That she'd met someone else
I realised that he had never
Felt the way I felt
I was lost for words
But there was so much I could say
I never thought it would end this way
Break my heart in two
Break my heart in two
Break my heart in two
That's what you love to do

s0- yah fuck every liar in this fucking planet
I mean this s0ng is dedicated t0 anyb0dy maybe t0 my ex
but I d0nt give a fuck about him anymore I just hate when
ppl. try t0 ruin y0ur life when it's w0rking really g0o
when y0u f0und 0ut the pers0n y0u really l0ve the pers0n
wh0 really cares f0r y0u...and he's unike and then suddenly
s0me guys c0me and tell him styff I made in past
THATS MY FUCKING PROBLEM!!! its mah pr0blem If I was
a fucking wh0ore or give hand j0bs f0r free thats mAH BUSINESS
n0t other ppl.'s...arrrgghhh!!
[in spanish]
Odio a t0d0s t0d0s s0n una mierda per0 hay exepciones (marian arlin etc)
puta t0d0 estaba re bn puta n0 es q haya perdid0 a alguien
pero puta me harta q la gente se meta en lo que n0 le impo0rta
cuand0 un0 daba el cul0 p0r es0s cer0tes
te enteras que andan habland0 mierdas de v0s q n0 s0n ciertas
o mierdas q talvez si per0 p0ruqe putas lo tienen que decir
cual es la gran mierda de decir lo que hice con Dieg0
q pisad0s si le hice un bl0w n0 me lo c0ji o alg0 asiiii
puta y vienen los hij0s de puta y me hacen ver c0m0 puta que c0man
mierda maldig0 a l0s h0mbres puta pq t0d0 tiene q ser asi
pq puta n0 cierran la b0c0ta y se lo guardan...n0 se lo tienen q contar a alguien
mas para meter pajas y mierdas asi COMAN MIERRRDDDDDDDAAAA
|hij0s de puta!!!!!!!! mil trecientas setenta y seis billones de putas asl cuadrad0 o al cub0
c0m0 lo prefieran!! FUCK OFF!!!!

Current Mood:

talk t0 the hand
Current Music: fuck 0ff

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July 22nd, 2005

03:30 pm
I went t0 the warped t0ur while y0u where at h0me!!!
damn!!! it's been a while huh? well let me tell y0u everything is s0
fucking g0od here in Canada...I miss every0ne and everything...I mean
this summer sucked like WOAH!...many things happened but g0od things as well.
1. Went to0 the warped t0ur!!! yeah I kn0w...y0u envy me! =)
2. Buy to0ns of new cl0th and really really cheap like 50 tshirts and I just spent 400 on them
well not 50...but like 40 or som' isn't that greaT! (yeah laura!)
Well anyways!...
3. Buy my mp3...finally!!!
anyways I have em0 friends t0o! hahah and I l0ve th0se guys
as y0u kn0w I d0nt have a camara...but they'll send me the pics.s0 y0u can see them..
s0 s0rry if I d0nt writte t0o much but I'm tired and blah!
bye
Current Mood:

tired! WARPED TOUR KIX!!!!
Current Music: boys night out-medicating

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July 6th, 2005

12:06 pm - heeyyy!!!
sO hey everyone is been a loOng time sinceI wrOte =( yah mah bad...soO...
everythings fine here in Canada exept fOr sOmethings like fOr example my family is screwed up!
I mean I bearly knOw Canada by myself...havent been in a mall yet...havent shOp anything
havent seen hOt emO bOyz =( yah it sux like HUUUGEEE!!!
but maybe is because I'm starting right knOw huh?! well I hope sO
I miss sO much mah bOy =(

hOw cOme I needed to meet him right nOW...why!
aaahhh dunno life sometimes...but hey thats life huh thats what life is fOr...to
experience new things...and then I'll be asking time where did yOu gO? heheh
but anyways I have to buy a camara sO I can take pics but I'm very
wOrried abOut mOney because I have nOt that much mOney hahah
in sOme way im kind of Coda! hahaha
but I have to spend it anyways but I'm waiting to gO to the mall sO I can buy
lOts of clOthes =D!!!
I'm sO fucking bOaring and if I had to gO right nOw I defenitely will...because it's like
I get hOme and BUM!! directly to mah bed sOo its fucking bOaring...Im exited fOr today
I'll get my lip pierced!! sO yah!! very exited!!!
but anyways it's lunch time and I really have to eat havent eat anything b/c foOd really sux!
besides my family are arabian that makes it mOre ugly hahah
sO I'm getting really REALLY skinny my pants wOnt feat sO I actually shOuld eat
but I'm affraid of gaining weight again =S that fucking scared me!but aahhh!! dunnO what to do!
but anyways...schOol sux (esept fOr a cute sweetzerland bOy)...I mean being in a class for 9 am to 3:30 pm! thats messed up! because I get
really really tired...and Im on vacations and I actually shOuld have fun....but I dont! sO...where are my vacations!
but oh well HOOLD on huh? haha mah sOng...but anyways...have to go
buh bye!

Current Mood:

vacations?
Current Music: sydneyempty promises

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June 30th, 2005

02:10 pm
arrrgg!!! I can't STOP! cryying mah best friend
left today...I cant eat I cant sleep!!! she's all
I REALLY love! damn! wHY WHY! arrgg my head aches and I
just want to stay in my rOom! sO I can't see anybOdy
talking shits and paying bills and saying stupid things
she was my obly true friend she was always there for me
and nOw that she's gOne I can't breath!
DAMN!!! I LOVEEE YOU FEDEE!! and I'll miss yOu tOns
*sniff* fuck everyOne in this wOrld...exept carol and marian

Need more friends with wings
All the angels I know
Put concrete in my veins
I’d always walk home alone
So I became lifeless
Just like my telephone

There’s nothing to lose
When no one knows your name
There’s nothing to gain
But the days don’t seem to change

Never played truth or dare
I’d have to check my mirror
To see if I’m still here
My parents had no clue
That I ate all my lunches
Alone in the bathroom

There’s nothing to lose
When no one knows your name
There’s nothing to gain
But the days don’t seem to change
There’s nothing to lose
My notebook will explain
There’s nothing to gain
And I can’t fight the pain

Teacher said it’s just a phase
When I grow up my children
Will probably do the same
Kids just love to tease
Who knew it'd put me under ground
At seventeen

There’s nothing to lose
When no one knows your name
There’s nothing to gain
But the days don’t seem to change
There’s nothing to lose
My notebook will explain
There’s nothing to gain
And I can’t fight the pain
There’s nothing to lose
When no one knows your name
There’s nothing to gain
But the days don’t seem to change
There’s nothing to lose
When no one knows your name
There’s nothing to gain
And I just died today

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June 28th, 2005

09:29 pm
fUck everyOne!!! I hate everyOne...thOse ppl. whO play fOr a while
tO be yOur friend and then suddenly turn arOund and never talk tO yOu again
sO yah FUUUUCKKKK yOUUU!!!!!...thnx fOr act like YOU care! *sniff*
exept sum' ppl...but YOU!...=(
fuck yOu! nice tO knOw yOu...sO lOng and goOd night!

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June 27th, 2005

08:01 pm

I FUCKING LOVE HIMM!!!!! <3!!!!

nach= HIM
Pinky promiese= ME =) <just fOr yOu tO knOW =D

nach ... i w0nder what y0u wear on y0ur lips... besides everything i need to hear says:

am0r

pinKyﺖprOmiﻱe When I feel weak yOu make me feel strOng [tOo bad yOur beautiful] says:

heeeyy cOmO estamOs diOs

nach ... i w0nder what y0u wear on y0ur lips... besides everything i need to hear says:

ufa

nach ... i w0nder what y0u wear on y0ur lips... besides everything i need to hear says:

me tas matand0

nach ... i w0nder what y0u wear on y0ur lips... besides everything i need to hear says:

pinKyﺖprOmiﻱe When I feel weak yOu make me feel strOng [tOo bad yOur beautiful] says:

yO wahaha pOrqueee J

nach ... i w0nder what y0u wear on y0ur lips... besides everything i need to hear says:

haha n0c

pinKyﺖprOmiﻱe When I feel weak yOu make me feel strOng [tOo bad yOur beautiful] says:

haha vOs tmbn

nach ... i w0nder what y0u wear on y0ur lips... besides everything i need to hear says:

fanfas ahahah

nach ... i w0nder what y0u wear on y0ur lips... besides everything i need to hear says:

t xtrañ0 vos L

pinKyﺖprOmiﻱe When I feel weak yOu make me feel strOng [tOo bad yOur beautiful] says:

ala yO mass te lo jurO y vOs tOdo perdidO ni te metias a msn L

nach ... i w0nder what y0u wear on y0ur lips... besides everything i need to hear says:

y he pensad0 en llamarte pr0 no e p0dido ni avergaz0s, sq ayer fui aa n0c y h0y fui alas pista xq el viernes me v0y

vas air mañana?

pinKyﺖprOmiﻱe When I feel weak yOu make me feel strOng [tOo bad yOur beautiful] says:

hahah si ahuevOS

pinKyﺖprOmiﻱe When I feel weak yOu make me feel strOng [tOo bad yOur beautiful] says:

yo nO RAJO

nach ... i w0nder what y0u wear on y0ur lips... besides everything i need to hear says:

haahah

pinKyﺖprOmiﻱe When I feel weak yOu make me feel strOng [tOo bad yOur beautiful] says:

a dOnde te vas? =(

pinKyﺖprOmiﻱe When I feel weak yOu make me feel strOng [tOo bad yOur beautiful] says:

nach ... i w0nder what y0u wear on y0ur lips... besides everything i need to hear says:

a c0sta rica, el viernes y veng0 sabad0

nach ... i w0nder what y0u wear on y0ur lips... besides everything i need to hear says:

sol0 voya la 3era fecha de invitad0 xq no lelgue a las demas ahahha

pinKyﺖprOmiﻱe When I feel weak yOu make me feel strOng [tOo bad yOur beautiful] says:

solo un dia te vas

pinKyﺖprOmiﻱe When I feel weak yOu make me feel strOng [tOo bad yOur beautiful] says:

yehey

pinKyﺖprOmiﻱe When I feel weak yOu make me feel strOng [tOo bad yOur beautiful] says:

gagaga

pinKyﺖprOmiﻱe When I feel weak yOu make me feel strOng [tOo bad yOur beautiful] says:

mira ya me pegaste tu yehey

nach ... i w0nder what y0u wear on y0ur lips... besides everything i need to hear says:

heheh si ahah

pinKyﺖprOmiﻱe When I feel weak yOu make me feel strOng [tOo bad yOur beautiful] says:

con crazy glue whaha ala shO

nach ... i w0nder what y0u wear on y0ur lips... besides everything i need to hear says:

ahahah t0ke vaa

pinKyﺖprOmiﻱe When I feel weak yOu make me feel strOng [tOo bad yOur beautiful] says:

wahaha ahuevOs...psi...

nach ... i w0nder what y0u wear on y0ur lips... besides everything i need to hear says:

ppfff

nach ... i w0nder what y0u wear on y0ur lips... besides everything i need to hear says:

p0esi

pinKyﺖprOmiﻱe When I feel weak yOu make me feel strOng [tOo bad yOur beautiful] says:

hahah son brOmas

pinKyﺖprOmiﻱe When I feel weak yOu make me feel strOng [tOo bad yOur beautiful] says:

haha psi

nach ... i w0nder what y0u wear on y0ur lips... besides everything i need to hear says:

ahaha tas hiper nel

nach ... i w0nder what y0u wear on y0ur lips... besides everything i need to hear says:

q r0le la f0to

nach ... i w0nder what y0u wear on y0ur lips... besides everything i need to hear says:

am0ch

nach ... i w0nder what y0u wear on y0ur lips... besides everything i need to hear says:

ahaha

nach ... i w0nder what y0u wear on y0ur lips... besides everything i need to hear says:

ps n0 pueee

nach ... i w0nder what y0u wear on y0ur lips... besides everything i need to hear says:

pinKyﺖprOmiﻱe When I feel weak yOu make me feel strOng [tOo bad yOur beautiful] says:

haha

pinKyﺖprOmiﻱe When I feel weak yOu make me feel strOng [tOo bad yOur beautiful] says:

perdon

pinKyﺖprOmiﻱe When I feel weak yOu make me feel strOng [tOo bad yOur beautiful] says:

ahh mira pues ya ni me dejas estudiar

nach ... i w0nder what y0u wear on y0ur lips... besides everything i need to hear says:

ahah prd0n ,

nach ... i w0nder what y0u wear on y0ur lips... besides everything i need to hear says:

mej0r trmina y ahi em avisas

pinKyﺖprOmiﻱe When I feel weak yOu make me feel strOng [tOo bad yOur beautiful] says:

jk angel

pinKyﺖprOmiﻱe When I feel weak yOu make me feel strOng [tOo bad yOur beautiful] says:

angel

pinKyﺖprOmiﻱe When I feel weak yOu make me feel strOng [tOo bad yOur beautiful] says:

haha nombre ttoyu chingando

nach ... i w0nder what y0u wear on y0ur lips... besides everything i need to hear says:

hey n0 me deja aceptarl0 ahah

pinKyﺖprOmiﻱe When I feel weak yOu make me feel strOng [tOo bad yOur beautiful] says:

uyy q palida...lastima voOs

pinKyﺖprOmiﻱe When I feel weak yOu make me feel strOng [tOo bad yOur beautiful] says:

ahaha nombre ahorita te la mando

nach ... i w0nder what y0u wear on y0ur lips... besides everything i need to hear says:

y a qh0ra vas allegar mañana? y0 v0ys allegar a las 12 , 1 x ahi

pinKyﺖprOmiﻱe When I feel weak yOu make me feel strOng [tOo bad yOur beautiful] says:

va pero donde s?

nach ... i w0nder what y0u wear on y0ur lips... besides everything i need to hear says:

z.16

nach ... i w0nder what y0u wear on y0ur lips... besides everything i need to hear says:

pr0 aguadala q mi paap ta huequiand0 grues0,

pinKyﺖprOmiﻱe When I feel weak yOu make me feel strOng [tOo bad yOur beautiful] says:

va ta weno yo del cole salgo a las 12 = tonces ay me avisas

nach ... i w0nder what y0u wear on y0ur lips... besides everything i need to hear says:

aehuv0s aheuv0s

nach ... i w0nder what y0u wear on y0ur lips... besides everything i need to hear says:

si n0 =,e st0s dias cre0 q v0ya subir

nach ... i w0nder what y0u wear on y0ur lips... besides everything i need to hear says:

UF hahaha

nach ... i w0nder what y0u wear on y0ur lips... besides everything i need to hear says:

UF hahaha

nach ... i w0nder what y0u wear on y0ur lips... besides everything i need to hear says:

UUFFFFFFFF

pinKyﺖprOmiﻱe When I feel weak yOu make me feel strOng [tOo bad yOur beautiful] says:

ala graaannn exageradO mi huevO

pinKyﺖprOmiﻱe When I feel weak yOu make me feel strOng [tOo bad yOur beautiful] says:

haha

nach ... i w0nder what y0u wear on y0ur lips... besides everything i need to hear says:

shiquis

nach ... i w0nder what y0u wear on y0ur lips... besides everything i need to hear says:

exagerad0 dishe

nach ... i w0nder what y0u wear on y0ur lips... besides everything i need to hear says:

ahah a bn0o0o

pinKyﺖprOmiﻱe When I feel weak yOu make me feel strOng [tOo bad yOur beautiful] says:

I lOve yOu!!! J

nach ... i w0nder what y0u wear on y0ur lips... besides everything i need to hear says:
yp mas

pinKyﺖprOmiﻱe When I feel weak yOu make me feel strOng [tOo bad yOur beautiful] says:

ahh juras

pinKyﺖprOmiﻱe When I feel weak yOu make me feel strOng [tOo bad yOur beautiful] says:

te ganO

nach ... i w0nder what y0u wear on y0ur lips... besides everything i need to hear says:

pff dishe

pinKyﺖprOmiﻱe When I feel weak yOu make me feel strOng [tOo bad yOur beautiful] says:

crOss my heart

nach ... i w0nder what y0u wear on y0ur lips... besides everything i need to hear says:

s0ke hahaha sol0 fanfas,

pinKyﺖprOmiﻱe When I feel weak yOu make me feel strOng [tOo bad yOur beautiful] says:

alaaa manOoO pq no me crees santO mOises...humm o te gusta q te lo repitan?

nach ... i w0nder what y0u wear on y0ur lips... besides everything i need to hear says:

ahahahahahah fij0!!! ahhahaha

pinKyﺖprOmiﻱe When I feel weak yOu make me feel strOng [tOo bad yOur beautiful] says:

ahaha pisaste

nach ... i w0nder what y0u wear on y0ur lips... besides everything i need to hear says:

te amo ahahaha

pinKyﺖprOmiﻱe When I feel weak yOu make me feel strOng [tOo bad yOur beautiful] says:

hahh pq sOs tan mango!!! =)

nach ... i w0nder what y0u wear on y0ur lips... besides everything i need to hear says:

HELLO !!! ahahaha

pinKyﺖprOmiﻱe When I feel weak yOu make me feel strOng [tOo bad yOur beautiful] says:

naaahh vOs me ganas

pinKyﺖprOmiﻱe When I feel weak yOu make me feel strOng [tOo bad yOur beautiful] says:

fijO q si!!

nach ... i w0nder what y0u wear on y0ur lips... besides everything i need to hear says:

mm dishe , fij0q no ahah s0s tod 0 loq un chic0 desea de una chica

nach ... i w0nder what y0u wear on y0ur lips... besides everything i need to hear says:

xq n0 tenes n0vio?

pinKyﺖprOmiﻱe When I feel weak yOu make me feel strOng [tOo bad yOur beautiful] says:

haha por fea hahah y farda dhaha nO se vOs asusto a lOs shavOs

nach ... i w0nder what y0u wear on y0ur lips... besides everything i need to hear says:

pppppfffffffffffffff DICEEEEE!!!!!!!

pinKyﺖprOmiﻱe When I feel weak yOu make me feel strOng [tOo bad yOur beautiful] says:

yah man...pero pelA eso haha vOs pq no tenes nOvia?

nach ... i w0nder what y0u wear on y0ur lips... besides everything i need to hear says:

xq te estaba esperand0

pinKyﺖprOmiﻱe When I feel weak yOu make me feel strOng [tOo bad yOur beautiful] says:

ala q coincidencia voOs...yo tmbn

pinKyﺖprOmiﻱe When I feel weak yOu make me feel strOng [tOo bad yOur beautiful] says:

hahah sarcastica mi huevO haha nOmbre te lO jurO

pinKyﺖprOmiﻱe When I feel weak yOu make me feel strOng [tOo bad yOur beautiful] says:

haha

nach ... i w0nder what y0u wear on y0ur lips... besides everything i need to hear says:

y0 tmbn te lo jur0, haah n0c en v0s veo y sient0 vergas ufa haahah y v0s decishaah fanfa nel ni em c0noce pro NO! ahah noc v0s tenes algo ahi q shshs cuidadito

pinKyﺖprOmiﻱe When I feel weak yOu make me feel strOng [tOo bad yOur beautiful] says:

awWWWW q mangO verrga nO voOs ya no me chivieeesS

nach ... i w0nder what y0u wear on y0ur lips... besides everything i need to hear says:

MWAHH!

nach ... i w0nder what y0u wear on y0ur lips... besides everything i need to hear says:

naa fij0, s0s muy linda me quit0 un huev0 si n0

pinKyﺖprOmiﻱe When I feel weak yOu make me feel strOng..yOu make a new entry to my days [tOo bad yOur beautiful] says:

y vOS sos Adan en vivo y a todo color

pinKyﺖprOmiﻱe When I feel weak yOu make me feel strOng..yOu make a new entry to my days [tOo bad yOur beautiful] says:

wahahhaa

pinKyﺖprOmiﻱe When I feel weak yOu make me feel strOng..yOu make a new entry to my days [tOo bad yOur beautiful] says:

q mala wasa

pinKyﺖprOmiﻱe When I feel weak yOu make me feel strOng..yOu make a new entry to my days [tOo bad yOur beautiful] says:

nah perO sos un diOs te lo jurO

nach ... i w0nder what y0u wear on y0ur lips... besides everything i need to hear says:

ahhaha c0mo asi hahaha

nach ... i w0nder what y0u wear on y0ur lips... besides everything i need to hear says:

v0s sos eva t0ns ahah xq s0s mi pareja hahaah

nach ... i w0nder what y0u wear on y0ur lips... besides everything i need to hear says:

ya quiciera haha

pinKyﺖprOmiﻱe When I feel weak yOu make me feel strOng..yOu make a new entry to my days [tOo bad yOur beautiful] says:

haha aDan y eva sOke
nach ... i w0nder what y0u wear on y0ur lips... besides everything i need to hear says:

fijo!!?

pinKyﺖprOmiﻱe When I feel weak yOu make me feel strOng..yOu make a new entry to my days [tOo bad yOur beautiful] says:

ahuevOs!! =)

pinKyﺖprOmiﻱe When I feel weak yOu make me feel strOng..yOu make a new entry to my days [tOo bad yOur beautiful] says:

=)!!

nach ... i w0nder what y0u wear on y0ur lips... besides everything i need to hear says:

yehey =)

well hes cute! hahah we both are cute's heheh and yOu are jelOus because we love each other whahah shia right! nah jk =) ...but I love him! haha sO talk later
buh bye!

Current Mood:

lOved by nachO!!! =)
Current Music: psycho-infected mushroom

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June 26th, 2005

07:38 pm

I'm in lOve with this bOy!!! he's everything to me!!! yeheeyy!!!
hehe well let me introOduce tO yOu my new bOy jiji
his name is iñiaki and hes sO fucking sweet! haha I lOve him
so here's the cOnversation we had...sorry if you dont knOw spanish hihi

Nachit(*) I wonder what yOu wear on yOur lips...besides everything I need to hear says:
hey cOmo estas?
(*)©ħeяRyﺖkïﻱﻱ(*) If three things wOuld make yOu happy I'll say just 2...toO bad yOu are beautiful says:
heyyy =D bn bn y vOs?!
Nachit(*) I wonder what yOu wear on yOur lips...besides everything I need to hear says:
bn bn...decepcionada nel!
(*)©ħeяRyﺖkïﻱﻱ(*) If three things wOuld make yOu happy I'll say just 2...toO bad yOu are beautiful says:
wahaha ala nO manO nada q ver! te jurO q nO!
Nachit(*) I wonder what yOu wear on yOur lips...besides everything I need to hear says:
hummm fanfa!
(*)©ħeяRyﺖkïﻱﻱ(*) If three things wOuld make yOu happy I'll say just 2...toO bad yOu are beautiful says:
ala te jurOw q nO pues! crOss my heart
Nachit(*) I wonder what yOu wear on yOur lips...besides everything I need to hear says:
q fanfa sOs pOrq te gusto mas mi otro amigO =(...perO uff q linda sOs!...estas hecha una diOsa! fijO q si! PIDO!
(*)©ħeяRyﺖkïﻱﻱ(*) If three things wOuld make yOu happy I'll say just 2...toO bad yOu are beautiful says:
QUEEE!!! wahaha juras!! nO manO te jurO q no! whahah diOsa ishe! haha nah juras!
Nachit(*) I wonder what yOu wear on yOur lips...besides everything I need to hear says:
ala te lo jurO q si! esq sOs bn linda y tu persOnalidad kix! PIDO PIDO!!!
(*)©ħeяRyﺖkïﻱﻱ(*) If three things wOuld make yOu happy I'll say just 2...toO bad yOu are beautiful says:
aww hahah q mangO sos! hahah =$
Nachit(*) I wonder what yOu wear on yOur lips...besides everything I need to hear says:
pero y vOs q tal con el ex?
(*)©ħeяRyﺖkïﻱﻱ(*) If three things wOuld make yOu happy I'll say just 2...toO bad yOu are beautiful says:
WTF!! ex! whaha cOmo asi vOs haha ya nada q ver...hOw cOme la pregunta?
Nachit(*) I wonder what yOu wear on yOur lips...besides everything I need to hear says:
nO te preguntO pOr el nick =(....
(*)©ħeяRyﺖkïﻱﻱ(*) If three things wOuld make yOu happy I'll say just 2...toO bad yOu are beautiful says:
wahah nah juras! no es para el...ya nada q ver cOn el...mira te voy a hacer uno a vos =)
Nachit(*) I wonder what yOu wear on yOur lips...besides everything I need to hear says:
mira mi nick es para vOs...pero creO q vOs sOs demasiadO para mi =(
(*)©ħeяRyﺖkïﻱﻱ(*) but deep inside in the cOrnet of my mind I'm attached to yOu...toO bad yOu are beautiful says:
WAHHA ALA NO!!! te lo jurO q no! hahaha manO asi fijo estas hechO un diOs! o SANTO MOISES! te lo juro!!
mira mi nick es para vos =)
Nachit(*) I wonder what yOu wear on yOur lips...besides everything I need to hear says:
FAFA! q fanfa sOs!
(*)©ħeяRyﺖkïﻱﻱ(*) but deep inside in the cOrnet of my mind I'm attached to yOu...toO bad yOu are beautiful says:
manO te jurO q no pues!...haha yo nO chingO con esas cosas..te jurO pOr diOs q fijO estas hechO un diOS! =)
Nachit(*) I wonder what yOu wear on yOur lips...besides everything I need to hear says:
hahaha ahuevOs yo tampOco chingO con esas cOsas...perO si te digO la verdad...si me encantas y fijO q estas hecha
una diOsa...
(*)©ħeяRyﺖkïﻱﻱ(*) but deep inside in the cOrnet of my mind I'm attached to yOu...toO bad yOu are beautiful says:
whaha va calmela pues! haha me estas chiviandoO!! hahaa

and bla bla bla the story keeps on going =)
but he's really sweet...hehe anyways loOk new pics!!! =)

MDMA! RULESSS hihihi
well have to go buh bye!

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June 18th, 2005

07:35 pm

Oh why can’t I be what you need?
a new improved version of me
But I’m nothing so good, no I’m nothing
Just bones, a lonely ghost burning down songs
Of violence of love and of sorrow
I beg for just one more tomorrow
Where you hold me down, fold me in
Deep, deep, deep in the heart of your sins

I break in two over you, oh,
I break in two
and each piece of me dies
And only you can give the breath of life
But you don’t see me, you don’t

Here I’m pinned between darkness and light
Bleached and blinded by these nights
Where I’m tossing and tortured till dawn
I view visions of you, then you're gone
The shock bleeds the red from my face
When I hear someone has taken my place
How could love be so thoughtless, so cruel?
When all, all that I did was for you

I break in two over you, oh,
I break in two, and each piece of me dies
And only you can give the breath of life
But you don’t see me, you don’t (x2)

I break in two over you, oh,
I break in two

Over you, I break in two
I will break in two, for you
Now you see me, now you don’t
Now you need me, now you don’t…

Current Mood:

...
Current Music: FATA-autumns monologue

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June 12th, 2005

12:56 pm

"but I'm nOthing sO good, nO I'm nOt nothing..
just bOnes a lonely ghOst writting songs
of violence, of love and of sorrow..."

sO tOday I'm fucking bOaring and tOmorrow is school day again
bleuh! bOaring! but anyways have a greeeeaaattt fucking weekend
but damn! I'm fucking weird cuz' I was talking with ale (I lOve that mOfo
and he dosn't believe me!!!) anyways I was jOking around and then
I start crying! damn! I'm sO fucked up! mah best friend is leaving and
damn! I can't picture that! it makes me soO fucking sad! cuz' shes the reasOn
why I wake up and she's the only one that can give the breath of life!
and nOw shes gOing in 14 days 14 fucking days!!! I can even picture that *sniff*
damn! I'm sick of all...of "God" taking everything I fucking lOve!
sO I'm spending every day with her cuz I lOve her sO much! and waking up
knowing she'll not be here it'll be so fucking hard! and it breaks mah heart sO much!
but anyways...I'm gOing to Canada in 21 days! sO a good thing...haha and I'm getting my lip
pieced again!!!! yyeeeyyy!!!....and the star tatoO! I'll take pics and shOw em' to yOu
emo is leaving too *sniff* but I ll kiss him goOd bye! hehehe well I will see him again
when I gO to Long Beach...

but anyways new plans arrive for me!!! yeeyy and next year I'll go to live to
canada in a small apartment with fede!! and it's 100% sure and my dad told me it was ok
sO that makes me fucking happy
but anyways got to go emo is here and we are leaving to fede's house
buh bye!

Current Mood:

lOve emooo bOys!!
Current Music: elliott-calvary song

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June 9th, 2005

09:01 pm
sO the game of guate and Costa rIca was like
WOOOAAHHH!!! hahah funny but it sucked!..
anyways I saw the game with mah lil' hunnybOn
feDe!!!

yah isnt she fucking beautiful!! yah I knOw! <3!
anyways I saw the game too with pive and emO!!! I love that bOy hihi and we where laughin
and the wOrst thing happened to me!!! hahahha I hit emO's car =$ it was fucking embarassing
but he's too cute and he just laughed!! hahah but it was not like WWOOAAHH!!! pay me biatch!
haha but I dO have to pay him with beer! hahah can yOu imagine that!well anyways well see tOmorrow what
will happen we are gOing to this girl, unknown name, hehe and we'll hang around
pive,fede,emo,and me and other guys buffo, uruk, javier bla bla bla...
sO today I took this pics they are really cool at least I liked them
haha sO check them...oh and by the way Carolina is a great photographer! jiji
luv ya biatch
MWWAAAHHHH!!!

Current Mood:

I lOve emO bOys!
Current Music: yOu know how I do

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June 8th, 2005

03:53 pm

Seems like just yesterday, you were a part of me 
I used to stand so tall, I used to be so strong 
Your arms around me tight, everything it felt so right 
Unbreakable, like nothing could go wrong 

Now I can't breathe, no I can't sleep
I’m barely hanging on 

Here I am, once again 
I’m torn into pieces, can't deny it, can't pretend 
Just thought you were the one 
Broken up, deep inside 
But you won't get to see the tears I cry 
Behind these hazel eyes 

I told you everything, opened up and let you in 
You made me feel alright, for once in my life 
Now all that’s left of me is what I pretend to be 
So together, but so broken up inside 

Cause I can’t breathe, no I can’t sleep
I’m barely hanging on 

Here I am, once again 
I’m torn into pieces, can't deny it, can't pretend 
Just thought you were the one 
Broken up, deep inside 
But you won't get to see the tears I cry 
Behind these hazel eyes 

Swallow me, then spit me out 
For hating you, I blame myself 
Seeing you, it kills me now 
No, I don’t cry on the outside anymore 
Anymore

Here I am, once again 
I’m torn into pieces, can't deny it, can't pretend 
Just thought you were the one 
Broken up, deep inside 
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes 

Here I am, once again 
I’m torn into pieces, can't deny it, can't pretend 
Just thought you were the one 
Broken up, deep inside 
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

*sniff* damn! hahaha its too bad we cant even be friends, sometimes I miss his advices
humm but Im glad hes happy now with her...I know I hurt him sO much and I blame myself everyday
but sometimes is hard for me to accept we are not even friends in some way it brokes my heart
I mean it'll be easier if I didn't see him every fucking day but its not that bad...I mean I have moved on
and please hit me in school hahah maybe I just need that a BIG kick in mah ass =)...but anyways
I swore this is the last pOst I make for him...
Anyways I'm buddha! thats why I'm happier I guess...its really really cool you are 10,000 times happier
but anywas thats mah post for today...gOt to go...buh bye </3...

Current Mood:

just want to dissapear!
Current Music: twothirtyeight

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June 7th, 2005

08:44 pm

ahahah this bOy is crazyyy!!! fOrget to pu him haha
his name is Ale and he's diego's brother <3!!!
hahahhehe he's kind of cute... chek other pics...

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08:37 pm
WAAHHAHA LMAO!!! lOok the pics hahah
well friday night was cool but It could be better
well check em' out LOL!
buh bye!

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June 6th, 2005

07:12 pm

I lOve this bOy!!!! damn what make me wanna kiss him everytime I see him
damn! since I was 13 years old I have like the biggest crush with him, hes funny
sOmetimes he makes me sO fucking mad! but damn! lOok hes perfect!
<3!!!! I hate tO lOve yOu!!!
damn! well have a great weekend haha it was funny =P...
well have to gO...have tO make lOts of H.W. because of this Canadian shit
sO talk later
buh bye!

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June 4th, 2005

01:43 pm

Look what I boughT!!!! It's awesOmee!!!!

Yah yOu goOt it! a bOng a acrilic onE!!!! =)

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09:26 am
lAst night >Friday<...FUCKING BOARING...
Today THE BIG FUCIKNG DAYYY!!!!!...sO yah Ill see diego today
and the game of guate vs. Mexico... sO tell later
fucking tired
byee!!!
Current Mood:

jiji
Current Music: Bloc Party

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June 2nd, 2005

03:29 pm
I'm sOoOoOoOo!! fucking happy I was like grounded bc. of som'
problem with my dad but its all COOL! hahaha yah yah I'm sO fucking happy
this weekend I'll be sO cool...
Friday its our party in Combos!!! pu$$y kts! hehehe
SATURDAY!!! watch the game Guate vs. Mexico!!! and guess with who!! yah
you guess right!..with <3DiegO!!!!<3 aww hehehe and we are sleeping in this tents!
it'll be sOo coOl and naughty per say! jiji
well anyways tell you how was mah weekend on sunday...got to do fucking H.W.
later!

Current Mood:

yah yOu knOw me!
Current Music: shut the fuck up!

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